Wellll Helooooo ;D

wow i totally forgot i had this thing lol
anyways im at school with the two most awsomest peoplee evaa :D
nd theirr searchin pics of george listingg ...... enough said really LOL
yehh sooo ermm lifess been good recenentlyy eventho i've been single for like 2 days
thats like the longest ever LOL
anywayy i think im bi ................... ermmm i donno yet thoo buhh theirs this onee girl she's fuckin fitt ! buh ermm she lives in irland ndd i live in london abit far dont you think ..
anywayss gg2g byezz >.< xxxx

Michaela .... :)

This is a little heart to heart blog post to my best friend for like 4 yrs :)
michaela i nooo things have been abit shit the past cupple of weeks
but u no im always hear
no matter what time of day or where i am i'll alwayss cum runnin if somthings up
nd yuu no if anyonee dun anythin too youu i wouldd findd the fuckers nd kill emm
you just cant keep things bottled up inside you like this becuasee yuur gnna end up like me
nd beingall '' omg i think im gnna kill myself ''
i think me nd yuu r gnna have to have a '' us '' day
dudee if i lostt yuu i really dnno wot i'll doo
cos me & u r like strawberrys and creamm
and we think the same things all the timee
and we have THE SAME BOY TASTE yuu cant find thatt alot lool
your ma bestfriend dudee nd yuu need to tell meee wots wrongee
becuasee it's killin me seeing you liek thiss
call me wen u gt this xxx

thinkin of killin myself ...

ok i started cuttin myself again :(
i thought i would never get like this again
i think im gonna killmyself :'(
everyone would just be bettah without me
and i wouldnt be in pain anymore
my heart would'nt ach
no more black tears from my eyes
by bye world :(

michaela this is forr you :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bjj4cj9hyCY

NOOOOOOOOO !!!

RIGHTT .....
ME ND THESEE FRICKIN STALKERS R GONNA VAEE SOMEE BEEF !!
THIS IS WHAT I FOUND ON THE TOM KAULITZ GOIN TO JAIL OVA HITTIN A STALKER SORRY ...

I've heard that he just slapped her and I've heard that he punched her so hard that she couldn't hear out of one ear for a while! I know that the girl he punched/slapped belonged to a stalker gang from France called "The Afghans on Tour", and that they had been stalking Tokio Hotel for the past couple of months/half a year. I also know that the Afghans on Tour egged the band members cars, threatened their mother, & that they also attacked Tom and Bill's mother. The band pressed charges against them. What i have heard was that the girl & her friends (I have heard that 4 or 5 friends were with her, every story says something different) saw Tokio Hotel at a gas station and went up them and some stories say that she tried to take a picture of them through the window and other stories say that she asked them to take a picture with her and asked them for their autograph. Then Tom threw a lit cigarette out the window and the girl picked it up and stubbed it out on his car. Then Tom got out of the car and punched/slapped her. One story I read said that he also hit another one of her friends that was with her. My friend just went on the Afghans on Tour's Myspace and she said that their last log in was March 9th and their was a picture of the girl with a black eye. She said that Tom gave her a black eye when he punched/slapped her. But it was April 15th when Tom punched/ slapped her. I really don't think that they would be stupid enough to post that picture on there more than a month before Tom even punched/slapped her. So I really just want to know the truth about this whole story! I really, really, really, really, REALLY don't want Tom to go to jail! I think that if anyone goes to jail it should be the Afghans on Tour because they have been stalking them for a while and they threatened them and their mother. Also if Tom were to have to go to jail, how long would he be in jail for?


WELL YOU NO WHAT HE AIN GOIN TO JAIL
THEY MIGHT ASWELL ARREST ME NOWW BECOSEE HEM BITCHES R GONNA BEEE BLASTEDD INTO A MILLION PIECES WEN I'VE FINESHEDD !!!!!
I MEEN HIS CARSS FUCKIN SEXYYYYYYY IT MATCHES HIM WHY STUB OUT A CIGARETTEE ON THE CARR !!!!
MAAA HUSBEND IS NOT GOIN TOO JAILL SO HE CN GET RAPED IN THE SHOWER WEN HE DROPES THE SOAP !!
I WONT ALLOW ITT !!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGG

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway ...
sorry about that little rant butt yanoo im OUTRAGED nd im not the only oneee :)
OMG wee break up on fridayy and it christmas next weeeeekk :)
im SOOOOOO happy about christmass :)
anyway im in it in school nd wee got free timee and i thought i woudl post a post cos i havnt done it inna long timee :)

I NEEEEED YOUUU !!!

Alrightt ,

im pissssseeeddd off

TEHIR NOT COMING TO ENGLANDD WHATS THE POINT F=OF HAVING A EUOPIAN TOUR IF YOU NOT COMING TO LONDONNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

man i need some vodka ...

not that i drink or anythin .....

ermm yh lool

but anywayy bk to my tom kaulitz obsession

(mwhahahaha)

As you might have gussed i likee / love / am obbssed with / is marrieingg wether he like it or not / with tom kaulitz :)

i would like to be best mates with bill kaluitz becosusee he's such a retardd like meee :)

it would be like me & michaela but 1000 times worsee :)( IN OTHER WORDS THE WORLD WOULD COME TO AN ENDD !! )

anywayyy hearr is my husbend

ohh jahh !

i defantly would lool !

sorry i just found that pic nd fell of ma bedd so i haveeee some brain dammage lool

PEACE OUT HOME DOGSS !!!!! looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool xx

HEYYYYYY !!

OMG i havnt like posted in agess :)
heyy ppl
but yaa i am noww officaly not a chav but full emo spazz retard person :D
and maaaa mann is called Tom kaulitz frm Tokio Hotel and im now Best Matess andd Sister In - laws witth Michaela Saunders who is with Bill Kaulitzz :)
but yeaa i thought i would share a feww pics of ma favee band TOKIO HOTEL !! with you guysss ( epecaly michaela) coss i love emm soo much ( even george meinen bruder) well it's just mainly bill :)

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sorry michzz butt even i have tooo admitt he's sexy lool

Dont worrie tom tom i still love you :P x

heyyyy =]

omg i ave watched adulthood for the first timeee i it woz really funny but you had 2 seee kidulthood 2 get the storyy of the whole thing :)


omg my hairs in a bee hivee :) how awsomeee is that =]

anywho i am now crushin on tom kaulitz nd joe jonasss ( joe's sooo hott lmao )

iv been playing guitar allllllll dayyy mwhahahah

nd yeahhh lifes pretty good atm

iv just had a cheese nd pickle sandwich they r suprisingly nicee :)

hmmm cheese

ANYWAY


ermmmm yeh michalea if your reading this we need 2 go out 2morrow cos i need 2 get mysister b day prezzie ill call you laterrrz

erm yehh :)

oh yehhh i am now bobs wife i desided this lastnighttt

cyaaa peepz xx

omg im soooo hungryyy

ok i have desided i need 2 go on a diet becoss i put on weight ( like 3 or 5 poundss but i still dont like it !!! ) it makes me feel fattt :( uk size 12 ent fat is it ??
anyway iv desided what i goin as for halloween im goin as a evil chav slutt
right cos in london we have all theis chavs goin round in toto's mad outaa nettin nd yuu can get em in diffrent colores like neon colors aswell nd its actually quite descusting

but yehh im sooo boreddd i might go round poppys cos i that bored her house is like my second houseee tbh :P

c yaaaaaaaaaa XD

R.I.P michael jackson

omg i got woke up at like 3 on friday morining with my mum & sister cryin cos michael jackson had dies and i was like half asleep nd liek '' what the hell r yuu 2 cryin about IM TRYNAA SLEEP '' sorta thing nd they said turn on the news channle nd you'll see'' i was ''f*** this im goin bed''

then i woke up nd was like to my mum'' MUM i had the most weirdest dream about michael jacksion dying nd yuu guyes crying '' my mum was like '' Rachael you wernt dreaming he's dead ''

i was like '' mum you can stop playing trickes on me cos it's not goin 2 work '' then she turned on bbc 24 hr news nd tehir it was michael jacksion dies at 2 oclosk this morning i was just like sooo shoked cos im a big michael jacksion fann i loveeeeee his music nd himmm cos he was liek a 5 yr oldddd and even thooo pppl said he was a pervert i no he wouldnt do that i dont he would have the guts 2 tbh and i was lsitening to some of his songs yesturdayyy and ''you are not alone '' came on and it made me cryy ibut anyway i no this post is abitt late but R.I.P michaela jacksion The king of pop yuu will always be in my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

bordommmmm ranting about my stupid life , and stuff that happend yesturday

i am so boredd waiting for my dad 2 come

i really dont wanna live with mym nun anymore i no that sound really horrible but it's not my mum it's my step dad he thinks he owns me he aint even married 2 my mum yet and he THINKS he can boss me around and if somthing dont do his way he throwes a fitt over it like yesturday night i was walkin through the hallway 2 get 2 my room and him and my mum had like an argument like 5 mins b4 ( this was at like 9 at night and i just got in from seein the trancfomers with my friends it was an awsome film ) i no that cos i herd it from outside and was like oh lorddd not again . so i walked in with like my box of popcorn and my bag nd shit like that and he was just standin their and started randomly shoutin at me for no reasion and made me have a panic attake and a cryin fit not fuckin cool wen you have g.a.d like me ( if you no what that is then google it cos i cba explaning)

i really wannna like stab him with a rusty bread knife or chope his headoff with a chainsaw

wow im violent iv really gotta stop watchin horror movies lool !

MY CONTRACT PHONE HAS STOPED MAKEING OUTBODE CALLES HOW FUCKIN UNFAIR :( sorry bout the swaring ppl

im on msn and no ones on mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it's really not my weekend :(

single again frickin grate

ok me nd my ''boyfriend'' split up 2daii
nd now i am extreamly upset becoz i actualy did love him :(
argg i think i might write a song
i have only just realised that all of my songs are about love witch is quite sad lool
show how emo i am realy lool
i havnt realy had a very happy day today not cool :(
argg i need somthin 2 cheer me up
anyone have any ideas
if yuu have comment mee lol
cos i actually neec 2 no
cos i feel like shit ( pardon my launguage)
but yeaaa thats all i have 2c say
im just gonna go and cry myself 2 sleep bye :'(
xxx

dedicated 2 my ex

How could my heart hurt so badly?
Like you’re stabbing my heart
Repeatedly.
How did things get so bad?
To make us end it
Like this.
Am I really that worthless?
To make you give up everything
We had.

Please don’t turn away
From everything
We had.
I know im not perfect
But I can change
Please
I love you so much
I don’t think I could
Go on with out you
I wanna spend the rest
Of my days with you
I wanna wake up
Every morning
With you by my side
Just please
Say you feel the same

Wait..
Why are you walking away?
Ain’t you interested in
What I have to say
Are you just gonna give up
Just like that
Well you more of an idiot then I thought .

i've given you so much love
to much
if only i could take it back
get ut of my head !

takin back my love

does anyone no that song by Enrique englasis and ciara taking back my love i frickin love this song it reminds me of my exboyfriend epecaly this line '' im takin back my love ,im takin back my love im takin my love , iv given yuu to much '' cos yeaaa ......
OMG i have a new boyfriend his name is liam nd i lovee him moree then anyfinnnnn evvvaaaa he's the sort of person that i would love 2 spend the rest of life with lol :) yep im in loveeeee ( again ) (l)
yep me , selene & michaela went shoppin again 2daii nd we tryed on dresses in river island
nd im savind up £40 2 go and gett it i really lovve ittt :)
i love michaela & selene so much cos no matter what they will always be their for me and make me laugh wen i feel like apsalute crap and i no i can tell emm anything ilovee yuu guyes yuu will al;way be my best mates 4evvvvvvva :)
omg black eyed pea's bom boom pow just came on i love this song :)
but yeaaaaaaa
comment :) x

right im bk 2 my jonas obsessed self :)

ok i watched the music video for paranoid by the one nd only jonas borthers

ok i am officaly jonas obbsessed again

omg i love the ending wen nicks in the car and joe's like ''u okiee man ''

''wait whos that '' random blond girl

''who r they '' 2 random wresseling dudes in the back seat

''who are they '' MILLIONS of kevin's come out of no were lol ( thats my fav bit lool )

but yeaaa immmm back nd michaela likes nick again soo everythin backs 2 normal

yayyyyyyyy :)

also me nd michaela went shopping again 2daii

and made up a story about me nd michaela being the jonas brothers back up band

and also being tokio hotel's stage managers and ther waldrobe designers

wee make up some awsommmme storys

ohh and michaela ''KEVIN DON'T EAT THE CAKE OMG MAN WAT EVER YOOH DO DONT GOO INTO THE LIGHT !!!!! ''

don't ask we're retared like that :)

look att him he's minnne :)

omg me nd joe arre gettin married in the summer and every1 is invited :)

omg ill show you what im wering ( the one accasion i will be wering a dress )

( i love this dresssss :) )

i have no idea what shoe's im gonna were lol can somone please help meeeee :(

AND JOE WOULD BE WERING SOMTHING LIKEEE THIS.....

omg i finaly found a camera that acctualy works

this is the electric acoustic guitar i got for my birthday 3/4 months ago and i still havent named it yet any idea's?

this is the phone i got for my birthday it's a tmobile g1 and it's on contract :)

this is the best mascara evvvva :)

anywayyyyyyyyyyy

ILOVEYUUJOEJONAS(L)

OMG I SOUND LIKE A SALKER PERVET WHO LIKE LIVES IN A BUSH AT THE SIDE OF JOE JONAS'S HOUSE WOW THAT WOULD BE SOOOO COOOOL :)

comment x

heyy yall

hey i havent posted on this in ages ok im gonna tell you about saturday wen me and michael went 2 croydon ( OR IN OTHER WORDS WE WENT SHOPPING)
ok so we was goin round shopping all dayy being retarded and spazzy like normal went into hmv and michaela brought a mcr cd :)
and we desided 2 go home so we walked 2 the train station and i had a little moment wen i went shouting f**kin chavs :) it was awsome and omg at the train station i made a new friend MUFFIN MAN he like braught a muffin and he was eating and he loookd so cute and proud of himself and he ketp on smiling at me he was sooooooooo cool and he got on his train and he waved good bye awwwwwwwwwww.
and was sawwwww a realy fit dude inna plad shirt
and i saw a realy fitt dude inaa lether jacket nd skinni jeans :)
i loooove fit dudes
:):)

soo how is every 1 lool

comment

xx

ok ...................

omg i feel grate for some unknown resion lol
i have 15 fav songs at the moe and hear they r

1. greenday - know you enemy
2. all time low - dear maria (count me in ) ( ALEX ! )
3. paramore - decode ( from twilight )
4. jonas brothers - hold on ( i will always love this song it's like the first one i heard )
5.tokio hotel - love is dead
6 fallout boy - don't you know who i think i am
7. fallout boy - thks fr the mmrs
8. fallout boy - dance dance
9. fallout boy - i don't care
10. tokio hotel - don't jump
11.tokio hotel - monsoon
12. tokio hotel - 1000 ocencs & 1000 meere ( same song but ones ingerman and ones in english )
13.paramore - crush crush crush
14 . paramore - misery bisness
15 . cute is what we aim for - curse of curves


not in order :)

anyway my day was pritty awsome me got 2 leave at 2:30 2 daii cos of the yr 11 asembally thingi .......i think lol

my hair is also backcombed with blue and pink hair extentions in i look soo scene right now
well i am kindaa emo / scene i meen have u seen the music i listen to :)

i LOVE music sooooooooooo much :0

OMG ... i made a facebook and a myspace
well iv had the face book 4 a long time but yh i made the myspace like a day ago or somthin :):):)

OHHHHHMYYYYYYYYJONNNNNNAAASSS
i was walkin home from my dad's on sunday and i was waiting for a bus ( that dont make scence lol ) but the bus came and their was a dude who looked so much like joe jonas i was like omfffg
he was liek wering the same sortta stuff like joe was in the hold on vid i was omggg he so frickin hot !!!! so i went and sat next 2 him and he herd me listing 2 cute is what we aim for cos it was blasting out of my headphones so he taped me on teh sholder and he was like '' hey are you liostening 2 cute is what we aim for '' i was like ''yea their awsome lol '' and we started talkin about cute is what we aim for and other awsome bands and then we came 2 my stop and i had 2 say good bye :( and aparently he only lives up teh road from meeee :):):)

anyway lool

im hungey lol

anyway comment biaches

loveyazz'

tuseday 12th may 2009

mood : hyper & hungry & geeky
what were you wering 2 daii : well antill 3 i wore my skl uniform but wen i got home i had a bath and changed into my shorts , blue plad shirt , and black waistcoat <<>
what did you have you hair like : strightend and back comed <<>

what were you hightlighes of 2 daii :
well i went 2 school and saw my friends :) ( michaela ebony tia poppy ) but selene wernt their :(
and we had our lessions like normal
and we was walkin home and tia pushed ebony and said it was mee c ya later ( from horn and corden i love that show but it ent on anymore :( )
then i came home ,got changed and pluged my ipod in and listend 2 cute is what we aimed for and all time low and paramore :)
then me and my cuz cassie went 2 the park and was being gayy lol (like normal)
then came home , had somthin 2 eat while watchin holby city
and hear i am :)

well im goin bed love ya bitches xxxxx

p.s comment :):):)

my song so far

ok so iv been bored with illness and iv begun 2 wright a song so yea hears what i have so far




Back to reality .

I just need time
for my head to sort itself out
to get on the back on the right track
to be me
not in a fantesy
and to get back to what i belive in
and who i belive in
i gesse i wanted somthing out of reach
but now i wont rest a'till things are back to were they belong
right now , today , i've gotta find a way .

I thought i had it all worked out
i thought my word was perfect
you were my way of escape
the way to fill this whole inside
well i'spose it was good while it lasted
but nows the time to come back to reality .



has any 1 got any idears for my second and third vears

if u have comment me love yaz '

fav music

i have so meny fav bands it's unbeliveable hear r my top 10

1. fallout boy
2.paramore
3.tokio hotel
4.all time low
5.my chemical romance
6.cute is what we aim for
7.jonas brothers
8.greenday
9.coldplay
10.scouting for girls


i realy wanna wright a song but i donno what about because im feeling so meny things at the moment like me having an argument with my friends over a boy that i havnt known that long (who im so not talking 2 anymore ) and they r so pissed with me but who cn blam em

im listening 2 all time low lool they r awsome i like the lead singers hair ( what do i always like somthing about leadsingers )

but im still ill iv been in bed like all day and been sleeping iv only like worken up and it's like 2:00 pm in london man my school fineshes in like in like 1 houre 20 mins lol

if i run i might just make it lool



gosh i feel realy tyerd i think it's acc gettin 2 me lol





OMG who's greenday's new song it's so awsome lol sorry random outburst



and a tesco's opend at the bottom of my road so i dont have 2 go so far if i wannna go shopping :):) ( WELL SHOPPING FOR FOOD ANYWAY ) soz about the caps ppl

comment me pll love u x