R.I.P michael jackson

omg i got woke up at like 3 on friday morining with my mum & sister cryin cos michael jackson had dies and i was like half asleep nd liek '' what the hell r yuu 2 cryin about IM TRYNAA SLEEP '' sorta thing nd they said turn on the news channle nd you'll see'' i was ''f*** this im goin bed''

then i woke up nd was like to my mum'' MUM i had the most weirdest dream about michael jacksion dying nd yuu guyes crying '' my mum was like '' Rachael you wernt dreaming he's dead ''

i was like '' mum you can stop playing trickes on me cos it's not goin 2 work '' then she turned on bbc 24 hr news nd tehir it was michael jacksion dies at 2 oclosk this morning i was just like sooo shoked cos im a big michael jacksion fann i loveeeeee his music nd himmm cos he was liek a 5 yr oldddd and even thooo pppl said he was a pervert i no he wouldnt do that i dont he would have the guts 2 tbh and i was lsitening to some of his songs yesturdayyy and ''you are not alone '' came on and it made me cryy ibut anyway i no this post is abitt late but R.I.P michaela jacksion The king of pop yuu will always be in my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

bordommmmm ranting about my stupid life , and stuff that happend yesturday

i am so boredd waiting for my dad 2 come

i really dont wanna live with mym nun anymore i no that sound really horrible but it's not my mum it's my step dad he thinks he owns me he aint even married 2 my mum yet and he THINKS he can boss me around and if somthing dont do his way he throwes a fitt over it like yesturday night i was walkin through the hallway 2 get 2 my room and him and my mum had like an argument like 5 mins b4 ( this was at like 9 at night and i just got in from seein the trancfomers with my friends it was an awsome film ) i no that cos i herd it from outside and was like oh lorddd not again . so i walked in with like my box of popcorn and my bag nd shit like that and he was just standin their and started randomly shoutin at me for no reasion and made me have a panic attake and a cryin fit not fuckin cool wen you have g.a.d like me ( if you no what that is then google it cos i cba explaning)

i really wannna like stab him with a rusty bread knife or chope his headoff with a chainsaw

wow im violent iv really gotta stop watchin horror movies lool !

MY CONTRACT PHONE HAS STOPED MAKEING OUTBODE CALLES HOW FUCKIN UNFAIR :( sorry bout the swaring ppl

im on msn and no ones on mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it's really not my weekend :(

single again frickin grate

ok me nd my ''boyfriend'' split up 2daii
nd now i am extreamly upset becoz i actualy did love him :(
argg i think i might write a song
i have only just realised that all of my songs are about love witch is quite sad lool
show how emo i am realy lool
i havnt realy had a very happy day today not cool :(
argg i need somthin 2 cheer me up
anyone have any ideas
if yuu have comment mee lol
cos i actually neec 2 no
cos i feel like shit ( pardon my launguage)
but yeaaa thats all i have 2c say
im just gonna go and cry myself 2 sleep bye :'(
xxx

dedicated 2 my ex

How could my heart hurt so badly?
Like you’re stabbing my heart
Repeatedly.
How did things get so bad?
To make us end it
Like this.
Am I really that worthless?
To make you give up everything
We had.

Please don’t turn away
From everything
We had.
I know im not perfect
But I can change
Please
I love you so much
I don’t think I could
Go on with out you
I wanna spend the rest
Of my days with you
I wanna wake up
Every morning
With you by my side
Just please
Say you feel the same

Wait..
Why are you walking away?
Ain’t you interested in
What I have to say
Are you just gonna give up
Just like that
Well you more of an idiot then I thought .

i've given you so much love
to much
if only i could take it back
get ut of my head !

takin back my love

does anyone no that song by Enrique englasis and ciara taking back my love i frickin love this song it reminds me of my exboyfriend epecaly this line '' im takin back my love ,im takin back my love im takin my love , iv given yuu to much '' cos yeaaa ......
OMG i have a new boyfriend his name is liam nd i lovee him moree then anyfinnnnn evvvaaaa he's the sort of person that i would love 2 spend the rest of life with lol :) yep im in loveeeee ( again ) (l)
yep me , selene & michaela went shoppin again 2daii nd we tryed on dresses in river island
nd im savind up £40 2 go and gett it i really lovve ittt :)
i love michaela & selene so much cos no matter what they will always be their for me and make me laugh wen i feel like apsalute crap and i no i can tell emm anything ilovee yuu guyes yuu will al;way be my best mates 4evvvvvvva :)
omg black eyed pea's bom boom pow just came on i love this song :)
but yeaaaaaaa
comment :) x